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2005-11-13T13:50:00.000+08:00

My html codes in this blog seemed to have gotten a wee bit rusty. Gotta change everything from scratch soon. Meanwhile, im currently receding in another place for blogging everyday. http://psylence-words.livejournal.com/

2005-10-21T01:06:00.000+08:00

Top 20 things i like: 1)Singing loudly in the public or late at night2)The metallic smell of keys3)The sound of whistling4)Emptying my bowels5)Raw taste of my mom's mince meat6)The wonderful dissolving effect of boston cheesecake in my mouth7)Make beautiful things and destroy them afterwards8)Reading a love novel9)Holding an intellectual talk with like-mind people10)Dipping my toes first

2005-10-06T15:59:00.001+08:00

I promised myself to not look back, That dingy old dirt behind, Which entices one with beautiful memories But yet, hold no real cause anymore. I promised myself to not look back, Those sweet callings lamenting, For my return and indulgence, And forever, trying to hold me back. I promise myself to not look back, The erotic smell of yester years, Caresses and kisses, Forever sealed in eternal

2005-10-05T16:40:00.000+08:00

Was flagging for a taxi to my other half's place and got one. Instead of the usual solemn driver who just ask where u wanna go and keeps quiet forever after that, i got a rather politically driven one. He was going on and on about how bad being a taxi driver is with the diesel rates and stuff, and how the taxi company should regulate their vehicles and distribution of drivers(-_-), i would had

2005-09-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I've decided! I will turn to............BISEXUALITY!!!! aim 1: Start Dating Guys aim 2: While still dating Girls aim 3: Get a Boyfriend aim 4: Not decided yet... People out there, do not question my decision! Since my last breakup. I've decided to try something new. If u now see my at a different light and thereby, looking down on me, then sayonara and out of the door u will go!

2005-09-24T01:55:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Does it matter even though i got Cs and Bs for my semester results? I PASSED ANYWAY!!! BWAHAHAHAAAaaaa!!!! My job now is to skim through poly, after which when I've gone through NS, i will persue either a Bachelor of Arts or Music in some other countries other than dowdy o singapore.Good luck and the best endeavors for my journey ahead! I need those cheesecakes at the counters

2005-09-22T13:38:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Awwwww...woke up at 1pm with a splitting headache. I need that aspirin badly. My Semester Results are coming out this Saturday and I'm in such a bundle of nerves now, I can already feel my red blood cells clogging up in my veins. Urgh. Craving for NYDC's cheesecakes and to watch a movie....

2005-08-31T00:44:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I cant believe it! I FINISHED MY INMA TWO DAYS BEFORE SUBMISSION!!! I'm proud of myself! O well, not before i irritated chris, lynn and jacky for help for like millions of times causing them to give me constant "straight-line" -> (-_-) faces. Chionging my InMa proposal, laofi essays and tv pro journal now. Can't believe i'm catching up! Im feeling all jested up now! MOTIVATION LEVEL

2005-08-29T17:18:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I didnt know how i expected it. Somehow i did, but although i did, im still as disappointed. No one came for my performance on saturday for the tapestry festival. *sobz. Its alright! I'm used to it. Let me just absorb myself now in self-pity.*sniff. Wanted to check out Glenn's performance and Dharni's event, one at far-east, the other at cineleisure but felt i should stay at home do

2005-08-25T01:09:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Its the difficulty that we face in each and everyday of our life. The laws of procrastination and ranting from our local laziness directory board are injected into our blood like the generations before 1988 had their BCGS in primary school. I'm just about sick of it and no no no, its not from myself but other people. Ironic isnt it? I know, and such a person i am. Ironic and

2005-08-24T00:07:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I'm over-indulging myself in anger and totally mad about life. Hey..rain check pls..im kinda tired of it already. How so many bad things can happen at one time i do not know, but im so totally crazed by it i'm sure im developing suicidal thoughts. But being ME, i know i'll never be that stupid. So there. On with my tiring life in despair. "Virus hit jared's computer late last night,

2005-08-18T10:02:00.000+08:00

I decide to change the way i blog, not because of any obligations whatsoever but because i want a new fresh start. My emo way of blogging had already since, been under the subject of speculations of over-dramatism and overt metaphorism. To hell with those assumptions and guess what? I'm just that typical depressing sort of guy that nobody ever grow fond of before they can even warm up to me.

1st Floor

2005-08-05T10:37:00.000+08:00

Cant believe it happened but it did. It all happened..today. Finished work at around 11.15pm at cineleisure and made my way back via mrt. (Sidenote: At Cityhall mrt station, the door didnt open for the passengers for a whole 3 minutes although it already stopped) I walked back home after taking a bus at pasir ris bus interchange. Didnt realize today (after 12am liao) was the start of the 7th

Unknowing

2005-08-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, With none of the assumptions that i'm out to sound dramatic or sophisticated from the way i blog, i'm actually just living through the down-trodden days now. Everyday for me, is just like a monotone tune. I live through each day mindlessly, doing the things i do because of obligations and schedules. People say they hardly see me around anymore and i feel as though i'm not seeing

2005-07-28T14:48:00.000+08:00

Dreaming of the dark glorious days Reminiscence of what-is, what-nots What-is, never was What-nots, never will Counting the fingers on my hands Twenty Front and back, left and right. None of social stigmas To hell with obligations Away from ambiguity I digress, not

2005-07-28T00:52:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I'm going down, i swear i am. And why not? I am a pessimistic person. I'm fell into that depressing pit again, this time, harder and deeper. while i try to tell myself not to expect too much of my capabilities, my heart still think otherwise. Now, the disappointment is twice as heavy as before. Perhaps, i'm not fated for this road. As i strive, i fall, and i would digress. I'm

2005-07-23T14:11:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, absolutely no life now...working...working..and working..so bz i hardly have the time to come online... School work's killing me..so much to do..so lil time...work at phin's also pretty stressed...workin almost everyday..finding it harder and harder to put on a smile... Birthday coming soon..at this rate..dun think anyone's gonna remember it...

2005-07-10T01:34:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I swear my blog is going stale..the blog skin that is...somebody help me!

2005-07-07T01:56:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I've no idea why people around me are feeling so angsty but i think i'm feeling pretty good. The job at Phins Steakhouse pretty much burn most of my fuel, leaving little for me to think too much i guess. Working 3 days (Tue, Wed, Sat) for 4 hours each this week and 5 days (Tue, Thur, Fri, Sat, Sun) for 5 hours each next week. I'm going to be one busy and happy boy! Many thanks to

2005-07-03T13:58:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Got the job at Phin's Steakhouse in town, where Hadri worked. Hopefully, i can get more pay than i did at Video Ezy, which is very little. Hadri bought me the hair dryer that he lost...even better one! lolz...about thirty bucks. Promised to treat him back lunch...about 2 bucks...aint that fair? Lolz.. My parents are coming back next tuesday...and i'm half-way digesting my own

2005-06-20T18:55:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, what is loneliness really? Is it not being able to fit in with people? Or is it not being able to fit in with yourself? I'm shot with dilemma whenever I think about that. I'm through with fitting in now. The agony of seclusion seemed so much more enticing at this point of time. I've skipped from one group to another, doing things I never did, just to satisfy my needs to feel

2005-06-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

Got this from "First" magazine, on "Lost to hit the tv screens". Think it can help me in my language of film and imdp2... TV entertainment is different from movie entertainment. Its faster, easier, and more accessible. Stories are told in parts, pulling the viewers who wants to follow the whole narrative. On TV, the success of the next episode depends on the last. Stories can go on and on, week

2005-06-19T10:56:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, As the people of the world moves in uniformity from point A to point B, I find myself lost in it. Not knowing where I'm bound like the rest of them were, but just being pushed along for the ride. I try to squeeze my way out through the side, so i can at least know where i am going. However, the more i try, the more i fall, banged by the people going forward. Stepped on by their

2005-06-14T20:02:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, My brother's leaving China for two years later in the morning at 4am. Thank god i've classes at 2pm only, so i can send him off, that is, if i manage to wake up... Blogging later...gotta finish my imdp2 presentation work for thursday...

2005-06-03T00:09:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, My brother's leaving for china next monday!! so fast!! After that he going Italy for training....from then on, he'll be away for 2 years...=( nv expect will be so fast... Met the ogk original pcws peeps just now...ate dinner with them at marina square's imperial treasure, the bar singer nearby at the bar next door sucked, i can sing better...

2005-06-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, It's been awhile since I've seen the sparrows jumping here and there searching for food, and the snails crawling up the pavements making their way home back to the soil. They probably have been doing just the same thing every day. I simply just failed to notice. How much of life have i actually missed while trying to catch up with it? Maybe, unknowingly, life have been by my side

2005-05-29T10:58:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Meowmoo's first day in the "market" was a blast! 8.30pm onwards actually, as beatrice stated. Everyone was smiling ear to ear when a shirt is bought, or even just for people who step inside the booth to take a look. Bless freddy. Good job dude! And the rest of the guys! 'Cept for a few milestones like the late arrival of goods to the shop...you guys did great! Everything's changing

2005-05-27T12:23:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I KNEW IT!!! I knew Carrie Underwood would win AI4 all the while!(*punch air*) Seen her as special since the start of it all. She juz stood out so much from the rest, its inevitable she would win. Even wif strong competition from rock opponent, Bo Bice. Lots of people say i don't act like the way i look. I look like an extremely boyish guy who looks hardworking. Quoted from a friend

2005-05-23T08:25:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie MY NIECE IN FINALLY BORN TODAY!! Name: Ashlyn Tan Yun Xuan D.O.B.: 23rd May 2005 Gender: Female Time born: 7.00am Location: Singapore National University Hospital Facial Features: Big Eyes, small poised nose, small cherry-shaped mouth, active hands, 10 fingers, 10 toes wriggling Habits: Playing wif hands, Smiling(she really does keeps smiling to herself) Her picture can be viewed via

2005-05-22T20:22:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, My niece is due outta my sis-in-law's tummy either tomorrow or the day after...so excited! im gonna be an uncle!!! Love my freshies in Veridian, although u guys not very on..at least we bonded well..=) Everybody so stressed now...even after the DOC. God bless and rest well everyone! Although this yr's DOC aint the most successful one compared to the last years, im glad im part

2005-05-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I read from somewhere before that even when the stars in the universe may die, we can still see them because the light coming from them are still travelling here. I feel that life is really just the same as well. Even when your heart had already died for a person, the pain is still there somehow. It is a scar, a mark forever engraved in our hearts. A burden forever there until the

2005-05-07T11:27:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I despise the ambiguity of society. How fake reality could be, and how real it seems upon its fakeness. Often have I been exposed to the hypocrisy of friendship to trust it could be real. People could be nice and seemingly eager to be friends with you one moment. You might grow to like them and even trust them. However, sooner or later, you realize it's really just an image you're

2005-04-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Cant breath....stop...stop...*sobz

2005-04-15T19:06:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Here's a poem I have just written, inspired by an incident that just happened. Accepted apologies roams hard to find, Infinite sorrow dwells within silent sighs. Knife-like stabs of pain right into hearts Archaic history engraved in hardened marks Matins spoke gives subtle hopes A dream in turn bears hard to cope Indicting wrong holds penance's soap ~Psylence's words~

2005-04-11T12:23:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I didn't make it...sobz*

2005-04-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I can't blame anyone but myself for this semester's downfall. Haiz...didn't score well, but i passed everything except typography, which i kinda purposely failed. Very distracted this semester. For the next, i promise myself it'll be better. Gotta take more dip electives and i only like got 4 CUs for it wen it requires at least 28..urgh..work harder jared! Teenage idol's heats is

2005-04-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I finally met Rudy again! Seen him once in my lifetime and hadn't seen him since then for 3 years and he suddenly appears! Was at my uncle's mansion in Indonesia when i saw him. He couldnt recognize me because i bleached my hair light blond but registered my face abit later. I was soo much in shock, so was he. Wonderful Surprise!! Spend the next few days with him. Went everywhere

2005-04-01T07:22:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, The sky finally let down healthy doses of raindrops and the grass are relatively much greener. Snails creeps out to wander and worms were an abundance for the birds to prey. A sonata is played in the distant. A voice singing with it, seemingly without a care for the world. The voice housed sadness, relief and worry. Truely a feelingly emotive singing. The leaves on trees ruffle as

2005-03-28T13:56:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, practicing very hard with my chosen song for Teenage Idol for the "Heats" which is to be held on 10th April. Heats' the equivalent to American Idol's Wildcard Show. My chosen song is "When i fall in love". I really really gotta sing well for this. I WANT to get past the HEATS at least. *prays. I believe i can win this, i have the talent to sing, i have the skills but now, all i just

2005-03-20T13:16:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I'm pondering whether to tender my resignation for A.O.T.H. Andrew's quitting. I think that tenor position is sort of cursed. Nobody would last long in that position. Listening to "Everybody's Free" by Quindon Tarver. This song is sung by him when he was at the tender age of 10. Totally mind-blowing and heavenly. I wish i could sing like that. I wanna inspire as i was when i

2005-03-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, It has been a long time since i blogged..but here i am, safe and sound by you. Many things happened in these few weeks. I'll slowly type them all out here, the more prominent stuff that is. Firstly, i got into Teenage Idol! I was sooo nervous before i when for the audition with Andrew, my friend, at Cineleisure. Didn't think i would make it, due to past truama, lolz..but i did..

2005-03-12T12:14:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie So many things happened during this riff of time. Busy with school work, busy with life. Holidays will be come soon! Just got a job at Video EZ near my house. Need the money. Thou shall be my sun The sun and moon is a circle of day and night. For me, it's a circle of life, upon which it keeps the love it held. A love that should always forever stay alive as long as the sun and moon

2005-02-09T23:43:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I missed my adopted Cousin Rudy. I had only seen him once in my lifetime but the 3 days that we spent together and the memories it held was every bit as precious as air to human. I remembered it was 3 years ago, when my grandma passed away. She died only awhile after my grandpa did, probably because of heartache. I could only imagine the pain that she felt of having lost grandpa

2005-02-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I was sitting on the bus gazing out of the window mindlessly today when I witnessed something that jolted my mind into thinking some stuff that I don't usually notice. A group of secondary school boys had got into the bus and stood near me. I accidentally overheard their conversation. They were comparing how long their (ahem*) pubic hair were and what hairstyles they could imagine

2005-02-05T02:38:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Loads of things happened on these few days' absence of entries. Lost my school matric card and found it, AOTH losing one member and now currently looking for another replacement, beatrice's and Xingjie's birthdays and so much more. Basically, it had been a great whirlwind of events these past few days, rendering me a tad haphazard and dizzy. Beatrice's birthday was a blast today.

2005-02-01T22:19:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Bad news for A.O.T.H. LL wanna call the quits. He said he was stressed and all. Haiz..it's hardly a week since A.O.T.H. formed at this happens. I manage to persuade him to come back in 2 and 1/2 weeks before which he would sort out all his stuff he is involved in...hope it works out... THE BIG UNKNOWN!!! This show is damn cool showing foreign students in foreign places coping and

2005-02-01T01:01:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, I'm tired and I love to watch "Desperate Housewives" and "Las Vegas" on channel 5. When to school in a rush, thinking that i was late for my IMD Project 1 Class. Turns out there wasn't any class today and my consultation time is on thursday. So basically i came to school for nothing. Hung around school for awhile, practised abit of "lean on me" for AOTH and headed home. Felt so

2005-01-31T01:15:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Shan has her quiz, now here's mine...hehe* http://www01.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050129034728-551359&email=&c=&a=01

2005-01-30T13:58:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Yesterday's A.O.T.H's first official practice wasn't what i quite expected it to be. Strange things happened, including Issac buying "Seventeen" magazine and Matt who mistakened a durex lubricant for facial wash. Hmmm... Slacked the whole of yesterday before going down to Pasir Ris MRT station in the evening to meet up with Matt and Issac. Issac dyed his hair brown (COPYRIGHT!!!)

2005-01-28T13:52:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Today was the first day of subject selection. I woke up late(boohooo), hope I can still get what i want. Here's my list. Student : TAN KIANG HAN (0400135J) Student Classification : Freshman Current Course : DIPLOMA IN INTERACTIVE MEDIA DESIGN (D0D-04) No. of Electives to be taken: 4 1 DES DIM2323 TV Production Elective - 4CUs 2 DES DIM2324 Acting Workshop - 3CUs 3 DES

2005-01-28T13:27:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Second update today, felt like updating what happened yesterday so here i am! Well, i was having a bad nightmare about Steven Lim sexually assaulting me when Merlynn called to give me a wake up call for filming which saved my morning. Phew... Got prepared in a hiffy and rode on my bike to the first filming scene (I'm the Lead) over at Changi Prison entrance. Met up with the rest

2005-01-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Met up with Joel in the afternoon to do colour in school. Figured colour is actually pretty fun...and first time Joel so lame. Poor guy, his rashes was indeed horrendous as he described it out to be! lolz... Headed on to City Hall to meet Matt, Jer, Freddy and some new people like Isaac, Eugene and LL. Jer was late again. We when to the open space at Esplanade and settled down to

2005-01-21T01:32:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, The way of the future... The Aviator ROCKS! Leonardo Dicaprio is such a fantastic actor! Notice most movies he acted in (etc: catch me if u can, romeo n juliet, titanic)are all really really good films! I reckon he's one of the best actors in the world now! lolz...he's my fav actor and i'm really proud of tt! Check out the following links to check on the real Howard Hughes that

2005-01-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, There are approximately 6427047833 people in the world and counting...-->(http://math.berkeley.edu/~galen/popclk.html)<--Continents to continents, countries to countries, states to states, towns to towns, neighbourhoods to neighbourhoods and people to people. There are so many people in this world. I'm very afraid that one day it would be so heavy that Earth will fall down and away

2005-01-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Heavy pelts of rain falls down from the impetuous dark sky into the oceans. The raging waters rises and falls like my breathing, irregular and rough. Lightening strikes every now and then, flashing as bright as the sun for the shortest moment, each time, followed by the most cacophony of thunders. I feel discombobulated. Life is nothing but a mist of repugnant lies of hopes and

2005-01-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

I'm very sick. I'm crying now, because I'm not feeling my best, both physically and mentally. There's so much I'm sad and troubled about now. Is it true I can never have a close friend? I can't even find anyone who can speak my heart. The closer anyone get, the further they back away eventually...maybe it just was never meant to be...for me...... My passion is corrupting my reality, should I

2005-01-01T15:51:00.000+08:00

A crystal forming in the eye, Maybe this would be the last. The winding path down my face, Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside Dear Moonie, Relationships have never rang true in my life before. Not the very least and not yet. I tend to feel that there was never any need of relationships. Always, when I witness unions of two people in love, I feel sorrow instead of joy and I'm

2004-12-31T17:48:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, 2004 is coming to an end finally. So many things had happened this year. The good, the bad, the happy, the sad. This year had been special. I learnt more about truth and life. So many people had cross my way and marked my life in some way and i'm glad most of them did. They filled my emptiness and secured my dreams and i would like to give thanks to them. In no particular order,

2004-12-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

I always like been in the rain. It is where i can laugh and no one notices and where i cry, no one can see. I recently came across an email which tells a story about this. A depressing excerpt and something i can relate to... Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple. Jun was very charming & many girls couldn't help falling in love with him, therefore, he became quite a flirt. As for Jen, she

2004-12-26T13:54:00.000+08:00

U FUCKING IRRESPONSIBLE LYING BASTARD SONAFABITCH!!! I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER DEN TO TRUST UR FREAKIN LIES! DAMN U TO HELL AND BEYOND! U JUVENILE DELINQUENT OF THE IDIOTIC EQUILIBRIUM OF THE OUTCAST SOCIETY!!! DON"T LET ME C U AGAIN OR I"LL STAB WIF A 12 INCH KNIFE RITE INTO UR BLARDY HEART, U REPULSIVE FREAK!!!!

2004-12-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Loneliness, a part of me that I never wanted. A dream I hoped would've never come true but did. A pain in my heart that seemed to be boundless. As I stepped into the room of people. I'm ignored, forgotten, unimportant. I made my way to the back of the room and took an empty seat. Far from them. Far from the reality so cruel. My gaze, downcast. My heart, hiding in the

2004-12-12T18:08:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie,The rain drops pelted heavily against my window as i sat by my window ledge on a cushion reading. The cd player was playing "remembering" by dirk damonte, a piano sonata, softly in the background.... The sound of the rain and the smell of the cool damp air was oddly comforting as well as distracting...i set my book down for awhile and rubbed on the already misty window for a clear

2004-12-06T23:42:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, School was a "shoo-go" today. Past so fast i thought it didn't happen. Got to meet my friends, really happy about that! Alex's hair's like WOW! Albert DYED his HAIR and...well, the rest didn't change much. Maybe they did lose or gain a pimple i don't know...lolz...the director's talks' a pile of boredom so i shan't elaborate on it...still deciding, should i drop or should i not,

2004-12-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, This week has been filled with singing and mundane stuff. Jaclyn Victor, malaysian idol winner is still deeply encrusted in my mind. Her singing still awes me even now...haha... Met up with some ohgenki peeps on a pool outing that elmer organised. Got to meet terry, UD girl, tingz, yavin, rien, xiaojayce and blah blah blah. Nice people, i faintly remember i didnt even win a

2004-11-28T13:53:00.000+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT I'm looking for ppl to join a mellow band..playin mid to slow tempo songs...all types... IF your a, 1) drummer 2) guitarist 3) keyboardist 4) bassist Please message me if you're interested and state your field of speciality.

2004-11-27T15:17:00.000+08:00

It's been a long and winding journey But I'm finally here tonightPicking up the pieces and walking Back into the light Angels Brought Me Here ~ Guy Sabastian Dear Moonie, Eugene sent a huge load of Malaysian Idol clips...i was totally overwhelmed! They sound so good! A far cry compared to Singapore Idol. Jaclyn, the winner had such heavenly and spectacular vocals that i cried just watching

2004-11-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

A state of mind. A different reality. Somewhere between the fantastic and the mudane, between dreams and reality. Its about being free, being whatever you want to be, doing whatever you want and not worry about what others think. ~*Jared's quotes #07*~ Dear Moonie, old friends are now fast becoming a distant memory in my life. New replaced the old, what was new once grew to age and the new

2004-11-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

Blood flows through my veins like passion against current. My heart pumps out my lifeforce like churning motions of pleasure. I want, only you... ~*Jared's quotes #06*~ Dear Moonie, imagine when you grow very attached to a thing, possibly a soft toy, a picture or even a doll. Imagine they develop a soul within, formed from true human emotions. Imagine the thing love you as well, as

2004-11-07T13:33:00.000+08:00

If only my tears knows when to stop, Then I do not have to cry a river of grief for you. If only my blood knows when to stop,Then I do not have to bleed a ocean of pain for you. ~*Jared's quotes #05*~ Dear Moonie, I got so drunk last night over at my good friend's birthday chalet yesterday. Thank god Eugene's parents was kind enough send me home, or I wouldn't have known how to make my way

2004-11-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

Old friends are the best mirrors to our hearts We should always hold them dear... ~*Jared's quotes #04*~ Dear Moonie, These few days I've been busy, with my supplementary. Handed it in today. Finally, a weight off my back. Went to wild wild wet with Gillian, Chris, Abel and Xiaohui. It was so great! The rides was great, i loved the shiok river and wave pool, so damn cool! Hee* I won't

2004-11-02T01:33:00.000+08:00

When my fingers goes cold and warm at the same time, when my heart beats fast and slow at the same time, when my mind goes on and off at the same time, I know I'm in love... ~*Jared's Qoute#03*~ Dear Moonie, Lots of stuff had happened this past few days, some bad, some good. First of all, me and Martin really hit off real well during our jamming session yesterday...covered his song

2004-10-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

A heart of loneliness, accompanied by the sound of heavy raindrops against the window pane. Eyes of sadness, filled with heart-felt emotions against an obselete past long forgotten. ~*Jared's Qoute#02*~ Dear Moonie, In a place apart from reality, where storms of fury raged in most of the surroundings. I hide in one secluded corner, one tiny space where no one can touch, see or hear me. I

2004-10-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, ah...the chalet ish finally over...so damn tired...it wuz fun...wuz more of a music chalet den anything else...we have two consecutive nights of bbq-ing and escapades to the pasir ris beach in the middle of the night to sing and dance...haha...wuz so high on both nights man! barely slept a wink...everybody wuz great, HFC, sharon, abel, stanley, rainer, philo, siyuan, xiaohui,

2004-10-25T14:03:00.000+08:00

Hey Moonie, Yea Yea...i noe im not exactly an avid writer here but im tryin ok...lolz Anyway, the halloween party last friday wuz a blast, a few glitches here and there but it was great overall!...lotsa ppl came...in costumes, not in costumes, babes and hunks and queers...quite interesting to watch. A tad busy with the admin work but manage to drink a teeny bit and dance a great bit...met some

2004-10-19T13:06:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, i'm goin to SCREAM!!!!! I DID NOT GET THE BLARDY JOB!!!!! argh...nvm...watever..it wuz a good catch but hey...now i can concentrate on finding a BETTER job...haiz...but abit disappointed... Results for the first sem will be out this week saturday! OMG...im soooooooo going to fail my storytelling...omg...our mutual hate for each other(felix and me) make me sure im goin to fail..

2004-10-18T01:46:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Its been a very long time since i updated...phew...holidays had started two weeks ago and i juz manage to probably cling to a job at the airport...a choco shop inside..after the customs...wooo..imagine...me+shopful of choco....hehehee..... The halloween party's coming real soon..this friday...i wanna dress as a dark elf prince...white hair, pale blue hair and stuff...haha...

2004-10-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

Dear Moonie, I will not drown, on shallow waters I did not come, this far to falter ~ Touched by an Angel ~ Sometimes, i feel damn lonely...i miss all my friends...i constantly tell myself i can be better...i can change...and that i've to be strong to see all this through...but along the road, i can't help feeling loneliness...walking down the path of self-realism...i know, it's a

2004-10-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

Things are turning out pretty well now...its getting better...it almost seemed tt through this incident...i might have lost some really good friends but i'll work hard to win back their trust...cuz im not ready to lose them juz yet... Friday Went out with the HFC for ice skating at Jurong East...very fun...when to play pool after that before weheading down to fisherman village to chill ard

2004-09-27T01:14:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Juvena, a great godsis of mine, gave me a beautiful advice tt made me feel so much better about my problems...i find it very meaningful...and it had pushed me now to change...here it is...the exact words she said..the wonderful words i noe i shall remember always... "There are a lot of things in life that we cannot overcome and may not have experienced but we muz experience it one

2004-09-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie I read this piece from an email my friend sent...its very meaningful Too Busy for a friend One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of theother students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a spacebetween each name.Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down.It took the remainder of the

2004-09-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Music had changed me, trying to be someone i am not had changed me...all into a horrible person... an attention seeker, a borrower, an irresponsible, selfish, egoistic, arrogant, overly sensitive person that people have grown to hate. People who once were my very good friends has become distant...like albert, dharni and so on...in fact, ive grown to hate myself. I don't like who i

2004-09-23T01:15:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, Is this a necessary sacrifice? Should i give up what i have just because i want to be saved? Im confused. It doesn't feel right, and yet if i don't do it, it might probably destroy me...haiz...what am i to do???? Den again, doing it might oso destroy me...argh!!!! Wat i need now is someone i can trust, but who? Haven't told my mum yet about the money, what should i do? Im so damn

2004-09-21T01:13:00.000+08:00

Dear Moonie, It's over now, i will pay the money as soon as it gets through the transaction...the problem's solved, but the damages had been done. I can only do nothing now. Maybe, thats a good thing...a low profile for a change is good. Afterall, its one of my wants in my to-change list. tears had fallen, harsh words had been passed...hopefully...nothing will happen again. The only thing i'm

2004-09-20T20:01:00.001+08:00

Damn sad today...why? 1. Friendster got problem...dunno why show me 0 friends 2. Phoebe told me ive to give her 500 bucks to repair the camera 3. Ive to pay the almost full amount although im not fully responsible 4. My parents extremely angry 5. My parents do not allow me to pay Phoebe cuz they dun think i should pay the almost full amount 6. My brothers thinks i juz wanna get

2004-09-19T13:40:00.000+08:00

Changed the layout abit...added new music and cleaned up my bkgrd ff pix..plus...added a new banner...i have changed my theme from unfoundlegacy to Little Prince now, although the idea ish still the same... and my blog's official name now ish called "Moonie"... *^* U are the little prince himself. Extraordinary, mysterious, philosophical,and with a passion for just the right sort of sheep.

2004-09-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

When time passes...lots of things can happen...including me of course... I'm i a weakling? I think i am...i'm always hurt..crying...upset and falling. I guess i'm a sensitive soul...my feelings are simple...i hold nothing back...i cry when i'm sad, i laugh when i'm happy...i'm upset when im stressed...izzit even strange at all? Why does ppl have to make the rules that boys cant do this, boys

2004-09-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since i updated...so here's what happened... 1. i didnt make it to the finals cuz i forgot the blardy lyrics 2. i still haven got my 1000 bucks 3. i am one of the committee for this yr halloween party(freeflow of booze..lolz) 4. i'm sick...bleah... 5. I juz reformatted my computer 6. i am changing...i dun sing as much liaoz...lolz 7. Shirin din get in singapore

2004-09-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

Die le...sat semi finals le but dunno wat song to sing...thinking superman cuz ive the instrumental for it...but den..not to familiar wif the song...wat to do???? So much projects to do...haven finish my DrFun...haiz...den still got Vislit and den C&E project...argh...the Bavid oso abit troublesome...haiz...muz get out of this holiday mood le..muz be hardworkin...or i sure cannot go thru this 3

2004-08-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

Saturday Wowie!!! I went for the audition for "Freestyle 04" ...so sian sia...wait until like wat? freakin 3 hrs den my turn...i mean...i freakin came first lorz! ARgh...nvm... Went for the Z Pop concert afterthat....majorly cool ritez??? Here's a list of wat i think of the singers... 1. Nan Quan Ma Ma - okok la...abit yawn factor... 2. Pu Shu - The china version of the singer who sang "

"Thats it, I've given up on love...love really suck"

2004-08-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

"Thats it, I've given up on love...love really suck"

2004-08-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's my big day!...Gotta report at Kampong Ubi Community Centre at 1pm for the qualifyin rounds aka audition for the "Freestyle 04"...joining and competing as a soloist...hope i make it....*fingers crossed* After that, i making my way down to CityHall to meet wenying for our singing project dued next thursday...suppose to meet up and decide and practise a song we can harmonize together,

2004-08-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

Feeling so blardy stressed out now...argh... Just presented ma basic video project...wahidah aint to happy abt it...haiz....got reallocated to another grp for the second one...we're suppose to do a self portrait, and ma group members, Hans and Jason voted to do on my dream of being a singer...bleah... Haven finish my drawing fundamentals!!! Completed drawing and rendering the old myanmar dude

2004-08-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

endless road the truth is tearing up my heart i can't recognize this place the endless road without a stop sign can't even find a stranger this time *why am i still holding back my tears in this loneliness there's nothing to fear every chord still seems a wonder how we could be together everytime i ask if this would be the last why am i still talking to myself hoping you will have the

2004-08-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

Lots of things happened...some happy, most of them, sad...My tears are limited but the pain seems to know no bounds...my heart aches for my problems, my weaknesses, my shortcomings...(-_-.) On thursday.. performed for the NDP appreciation dinner at Mandai Hill Camp..it went well except for a bad note...lolz... On friday, it was a sad day..."somebody" hurt me a great deal, and i know i can nv

2004-08-17T22:55:00.000+08:00

Sad, distant, pained... Its so fresh, so real, so solid...the wound... I feel like crying, but i cant, not that i dun want to, put i juz cant let it out, even when my eyes are brimming with tears... How does it feel like to be heartbroken? i reckon this is it... I'm so tired, so beated from all these...can i forget? No...i try but i cant...cuz my heart aches so much...i need solace... i

2004-08-15T16:02:00.000+08:00

Wah....lotsa stuff happened this week...and the last...made lotsa new friends and some even turned out to be really great...like albert, ma new bud! lolz... Anyway...ma bday wuz eventful...sorta...wen out wif ma old friends, watched movie, wen to alley bar for a while(hi jess!) play pool till late...lalalala... the following day wen to dharni buskin...den play pool till late....sunday...wen out

2004-08-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

~Girl you're the one that i need in my lifei don't wanna partPlease say you love me tooRocks don't speak no wordsThey just hang looseI don't wanna be left in a broken heart~ Ma Bday Wishlist:1) A pair of good shoes2) A cap3) A new hairstyle4) More opportunities to perform singing5) Spend my bday wif all my good friends... =)6) People can hear my voice on NDP =P7) Spend my bday wif all my good

2004-08-01T18:23:00.000+08:00

Tears may fall,Dreams may wither, But my passion shall never die...NDP preview wuz great! Performing infront of more than 60 000 ppl on stage is great! Meeting JJ wuz great! Seeing the fireworks wuz great! Having good friends like the ones i have now is great! Knowing that i might not die soon is great! Living every minute of my life to the fullest is GREAT!!!

2004-07-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

Death, only minutes away from me... I'm sad...i have no idea what to do...everyday, i try my hardest to put on a smile...but somehow, i know that my sorrow, my agony, my pain, is still there... I try very hard to be happy, but yet, deep down inside, i know i'm grieving, crying. Isnt it obvious? The pain i am to suffer everyday seem so easy to some, but little know how much im going through.

2004-07-25T16:32:00.000+08:00

Ive a new guestbook on the above links, if u wanna leave a msg, juz put it there..;) Thank you dad and mom for giving birth to me Thank you brothers, for moulding me into the singer i am today Thank you sis-in-law, for being a good conversationist Thank you Dharni, for always being there, a great pal Thank you Glenn, for ur lame jokes and advices Thank you Tanya, for being

*^* LiTtLe * PriNcE *^*

GONE

1st Floor

Unknowing

"Thats it, I've given up on love...love really suck"

^ LiTtLe * PriNcE ^