I didnt know how i expected it. Somehow i did, but although i did, im still as disappointed. No one came for my performance on saturday for the tapestry festival. *sobz. Its alright! I'm used to it. Let me just absorb myself now in self-pity.*sniff.

Wanted to check out Glenn's performance and Dharni's event, one at far-east, the other at cineleisure but felt i should stay at home do my INMAH. U guys remember on the previous entry saying that i AM to finish my work by sunday? Well, I fucked up again. The whole of sunday i was lazing and watching taiwanese game shows and hongkong "zhenqing" reruns. Fuck la! I might as well as have gone to cineleisure and work wen chris,my new supervisior asked me to. At least can earn money and find the excuse to "soon bian" go and watch my friends' performances rite? ARGH..*pulls leg hair out in agony*.Maybe my "subconscious" is playing with me by injecting the "No one came for mine, why do i have to go for theirs?" into my brain. Now i know nothing beats just letting it go and have fun rather then suffer at home under the hands of procrastination. DAMN.

So here i am now. Back to square one. Lets count my reaps. Ive still got like..5-6 essays for Laofi. 1 reflection journal for TVPro. 4 reflection journals for Acting Wkshp. One entire website layout to complete and submit by thursday. Maybe, i shouldnt be only counting my reaps. I should be counting my days as well. (-_-)/~